Anxiety

I'm so nervous about this upcoming move. We're downsizing to a smaller place, which is sort of good, it makes me get rid of unnecessary items/clothing that I don't need anymore. I have far too much stuff as it is, so paring down will be good. But there are factors, bad ones, to the move. I'm leaving my family, my support. And then there's the... "secret" of his dad's. You can figure it out, but let's just say that the #1 new rule of the house is that he is NEVER allowed to be alone with my daughter. Yeah, isn't that just a pleasant new household to move into. Plus, what if it's worse there? What if all my husband does is fight with his dad, or take out his frustration/anger with his dad on me and our daughter? He does have a temper problem that he barely keeps in check as it is.. throw in the stress of moving back in with his father, and I don't know that he'll be able to keep it under control. What if he gets denied SSI disability again? What if his friend doesn't have a part time job for him? What if the college nearby doesn't have on site child care?
*Sigh*
Too many what ifs... which is why it's nearly 6am and I still haven't been to bed.